how far it has been

hello world.

this is now, a rare occasion for me to be back here. and if you haven't noticed, i've switched addresses

social media has progressed so much. there are now so many platforms and methods for us to express our feelings, our emotions. to get our points across. so much so, that ive almost complete abandoned this place.

but tonight, im here wondering; is social media the only thing that has progressed?

i think that, life has brought me to such a place that we're so connected, ive not been able to express my feelings like this, like i used to. im in some extent - in the "eye" of the public. and i feel like i have that responsibility to uphold a proper image.

personal things like this are getting harder and harder to keep. and im now pondering with half a heart whether i should make this blog private, or just change its name all together, since the title now stands for something else in my life



point is; ive just been thinking

i'm wondering how far i've come. this year has been a tough one. in more than one aspect. in more than one sense.

i feel like im not progressing at all. not in a way that i want. or that i should be.

and i feel like im not enough. that im damaged and flawed.


i feel like i should be more.

BigMan. help me. please. i need another refuel.

ming out