say

hello whoever of the world is left awake at this time




i think it's harder to change from sleeping late nights back to sleeping at normal humanly hours, than actually trying to stay up late and not sleeping early.






honestly, i have no idea why i bothered staying up til now, or even updating at this unearthly hour. but i really felt like putting up this song ive just got to know. it's by john mayer.


i think it's kinda weird how my fullstops are coming all too fast now. i think my brain's already half asleep but the other half is in denial of it.



but as the song so clearly says, i felt the need to just post it up irregardless of what time it is. yes it's my excuse for being here.



but it's also part of who i am. whether it's good or bad i dont know. i heard the song and went thru the lyrics and i was really stunned kuz it took the words right outta my mouth.. and head.. and heart..



it's what ive always believed in doing no matter what. sure ive had really bad experiences doing what the song says, but the good times that came along with it as well surpassed the bad by miles.



so i just keep at it. in a way.. kuz i think somethings in life are worth the fight. no matter what people may say.

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all your so called problems
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say...

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead

If you could only
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say...

Have no fear
For giving in
Have no fear
For giving over
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much
Then never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open... wide...

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to
Say what you need to
Say what you need to say...

go youtube it or download it, just give it a listen if u wud.






alrite ive blogged what i needed to blog. nite people of 4am.



ming out