21.

so just like that, being 5 years old 4 times has gone by. and now, i'm gonna be 7, for the third time ( u know ur getting old when you use these kinda things to explain age)

but you know what, ive had a pretty darn good life, if i might say.

so here i am tonight, wanting to just say a few things about my last 20 years that i've had. these past few years, i've always had trouble when it came to people asking me "what do i want?"

and for this 21st year. i think i finally figured it out.





i hope that this year forth, i'll i want to make memories that people will never forget.
i want to bring laughter that people need to take in


i wanna give to those who cant give back in return..
and take nothing from those who can


i want to help those who cant lend a hand
i want to understand those who are misunderstood.


i want to accept that problems will come
and i want to be able to wade through them and come out on top


i want to learn to forgive more than i can
and offer my right cheek as well when someone slaps my left


i want to be able to give more than i take
and take less than what they are able to give






Big Man,
i pray that You would give me the strength and endurance to be more than a number.


let me walk upright, and always in honesty, never in masks or lies.
let me never run from life or truth, but towards it.
let me have peace where i can, and fight for what is right when i need to

so, when i'm twenty one.

i want to sing to those who dont know the lyrics

i want to live for more than just me

let this be my birthday wish , this year.

from the depths of this heart.

time to take on the world

ming out